Today is one of those days. We were supposed to go up north to a cabin in Elk Rapids. We paid for it last April, to get away together as a family, and enjoy the scenery. We've been looking forward to this weekend for quite sometime.
Until, of course, your theatre teacher demanded that you have rehearsal this weekend. And if you miss the rehearsal, you'll potentially get cut from your role in the Fall Play (A Christmas Story). So I'm caught in the paradox of wanting to spend quality time with you, but not sacrificing your role in theatre. I don't want you to resent me, but I h a t e the fact that Kevin Schneider sees more of you than I do.
So instead of taking the whole family, Teresa and I will be heading up north as a couple. I'm sure we'll enjoy the time at the cabin, but there will always be a nostalgic sadness whenever I look behind the driver's seat in the rearview mirror, and wonder where Ambria Faith is.
I miss you like crazy right now. My heart is always sad, whenever you're not with me.
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